~This is a TRUE story~
When I was between the ages of 13-17, I was a teenage lesbian living in New York.
I used to have everything that had the L.G.B.T. Pride rainbow colors on it.
Being a part of the lesbian circle was tough being that I didn’t want my family to know and also being that I knew one day I wanted to be a mother.
I remember telling all my friends when we get to my neighborhood we have to “Get Un-Gay”…. What did that mean?
It meant for me and my friends to take off anything that identified use as lesbians.
I was paranoid like a mother fucker. Rainbow bracelets, shoe strings, suspenders, necklaces, etc… It all had to go!!!
My family really aren’t judgmental people but I was always discrete about my personal business so for me, I didn’t want my lesbian lifestyle exposed to them.
In 2003 At the age of 17 things change…. Curiosity set in.
It was a crazy summer in 2003. I had bad relations with girls and I was in need of a change.
I was tired of dealing with all the short dykes and cheating dykes. I sat down and evaluated my life with women and my life with men.
I had never dated a man but when I went out a lot of guy did try to holla at me.
I realized during this evaluation that more men was interested in me than women and I also realized that the women who wanted me so bad weren’t my type.
I wasn’t that picky but I do have a preference.
So I added that up to the facts that one day I wanted to be a mother and I knew a woman don’t make sperm.
I decided it was time to try men.
I made that choice but it was all a secret because I didn’t have any straight friends to tell this too.
On labor day, My best friend and I decides to go to Eastern Parkway to attend “The West Indian American Day Parade & Carnival”.
I was looking cute in my blue fishnet shirt and blue denim shorts.
The guys was trying to holla and I was ready but I had one problem.
I was with my best friend who is a lesbian.
How do I holla at a man in front of my best friend?
It went just like this….
I saw a tall caramel guy walking in front of me.
He was something I liked.
I told him “I need a man”.
He told me “I’ll be your man”.
He wrote his number down and I took it.
My best friend was looking like “WTF are you doing?”
I (LOL) and said “I am throwing it out.”
Yes, I did throw the number out….Right after I remembered it and stored it in my organizer.
So, my bestie was safe to know I was still a lesbian.We continued our day.
It was a week or two before my 18th Birthday (Sept. 26).
I called the guy I met at labor day and found out that he was 19 and he didn’t live too far from me.
I was in college at the time but I told him that we could chill one day after class.
A few days later came and I went to see him. We talked and kicked it.
I became interested in him because he wasn’t all on me or trying to seduce me.
As it got late, I began thinking to myself about how no one knew I was over here with him.
Then he asked me what do I want to do…..
In deep thought, I came to the conclusion that I wanted to take advantage of this secret night.
I responded to his question and said “Let’s have sex”.
Well of course, he didn’t question it. He was a Brooklyn dude that was about to fuck a virgin lesbian. There’s no time for questions and answers aren’t needed!!
I had condoms that I stole from my mom so I nervously went and got them while he went and got candles and turned the lights off.
We both got undressed. I was feeling cold, scared and nervous. I just keep saying to myself “Oh my god. I’m really gonna do this”.
He began licking my pussy. He licked it enough to get my vagina wet.
Then the moment came, He was on top of me sliding his dick into my tight virgin pussy.
I was holding his shoulders with both hands while taking real deep breaths.
His dick felt so big and hard. It was like he was entering a tunnel but the tunnel wasn’t deep enough.
He began to beat my tunnel and I felt every stroke in my stomach.
Just as soon as the beating got full force, It was over. He busted his nut in about 5 Min’s.
We both sat up in the dimmed room against the wall. He was hot and sweaty and had a face of disappointment due to him cumming so quick.
I was shaking with tears dripping in a state of shock. I turned my head so he couldn’t see but here’s where I fucked up.
He asked “Do you want to do it again”…. I said “Yes.”.
Well, that was it. If I didn’t remember that 5 minute episode, I will remember this next episode.
He started this next round by bringing his dick up to my face to get sucked.
I guess he said he might as well teach me to suck dick before I leave.
So, I licked and sucked it enough to get it hard and wet.
Then he laid me down and began a round of fucking that I never will forget.
I don’t even know how long he fucked me but I do remember that the dick was hurting me so much.
I kept pushing his chest off of me because of the pain. Then I kept pulling him closer because of the pleasure.
My pussy was throbbing, cumming and dripping all over his bed.
His dick filled my pussy up and took whatever virginity was left from the previous 5 Min’s.
More tears leaked down the side of my face as I cried out in moans of painful pleasure.
I began hugging on him as he continued to pound my pussy.
This was the moment when I knew that my virginity was gone.
This was also the moment that I knew I loved dick.
I was no longer a virgin.